Liife at fourteen

A young girl sits at home at night
everyday seems to get closer to say goodbye
the tears still seem to come and go
but the heart is the most hollow thing to show
for this young girl has done it tough
her earliest memory is cryin at the front door
telling her mum please dont go
yet mum kept walking as the 3 yr old still screamed
& wouldnt return for at a wk it seemed
though this happened many yrs ago
the pain still lingers round her heart nd the emptiness grows
she doesnt feel she deserves a life
if her own mum cant love her
what would be the point of breathing in such a dark cold world
you mite fink she still had her nan,that it changes the whole situation
when it actually it strongers the want of not wantin to be a relation
to a woman that gave up on her own child so many times
only stoppin once convicted for her continous crimes
dnt you fink i still want to go
that i want to run && again neva show
how i wake in the mornin
knowin it will b a shitty reunion
i dnt want to need anyone at all
but i still continue to fall
for all the lies they told
for not bein able to be bold
to want life to end at only fourteen
for a lifetime of pain ive already seen