I need you

I cant accept the fact your gone
because i really don't want to,
You always understood me
now that your gone what am i supposed to do?

its crazy how i always told you
"please be careful as you drive"
I thought id be the one to leave first
since you were the one that kept me alive

Why did you have to leave like this
did you have to go out that night?
I never can be OK completely
i need you to make me alright

Why didn't i call you when i thought i should?
would you have even answered?
you left so sudden and quick
it was the worst news i had ever heard

I miss all those nights you have listened
to my cries and worries
i was always a pain in the behind
but u still listened to my depressing stories

you were the first guy that ever loved me
and never tried to change me
you always knew everything
and when i kept quiet you would always see

i still sleep with the teddy bear you gave me
but it has lost your smell
no one really understands how much i miss you
nobody i can really can tell

I miss that sparkle in your eyes
that made me all warm inside
that part of me has left me
the day that you died

I know you are up there looking down on me
and sad that you cant wipe away my tears as i cry
just know that i love and miss you
rest in peace and you are forever in my heart and there you will never die

R.I.P Sam Al-tamimi
7-23-89 ~ 5-28-07

I MISS YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING!!!