Can I?

I want to fly to heaven
And live in a garden so green
Be a princess in a fairytale
And heal all my pain

Can I live in a life so happy,
With all those problems coming my way?
Maybe after those problems,
I can make my own hymn

I this world full of mysteries
With the destiny making its own play
Can I have the sweetest life,
Even when there is a small chance to survive?

I want to have all these things
And fly gracefully with colorful wings
Maybe now I can try,
But............CAN I??