Sometimes when I look at you
I wish that I could go back in time
And tell you sorry.
Make up my mistakes,
And maybe steal a kiss
Sometimes I wish that I could still feel
That comfort of having you beside me
Of knowing that I am most important
To someone in this world
That there is someone who is never
Disappointed in me
But now it makes me sad
Because you weren't true
That stability was only fleeting
Because in the end I wans�t good enough for you
In the end. I learned to love every part
That I knew was you, because it made you you
In the end I learned what it means to love someone
You werent who I thought you were
The one I loved, died a long time ago,
And nothing is left but bitterness
And it is now that I realize
I was never your most important one.
As the days pass by
I don�t feel the pain anymore
But deep inside, I still hope
I still want to believe,
That you and I are meant to be
I even hope that something
Dangerous, will happen to me
So that you will worry about me
And I will know you care.
But do you care?
I don�t know
Questions fill my mind
And I whisper
"God. Heal my heart"
and he does.
