I never knew
that behind your smile
there could be so much pain
the day i heard
what you had done
i couldn't breathe
i could hardly see
never thought that behind your eyes
things could be so terribly wrong
my nightmare
has now come true
wish so bad i could hold you once more
i never knew how much i loved you
until today
when i found out you killed yourself
thought i was over you
never really was
i could've stopped it
if only i hadn't been so cold, so cruel
didn't believe that you could ever do it
i let my guard down
and i was wrong
