I will fight.

I walk beside you lord
but I continue to stumble
and you I ignored
I'm not very humble.

I cant stand up on my own
I need you to guide me
I dont want to be alone
I want someone to see.

I'm screaming and crying
Wanting someone to hear
Inside I am dying
Guilt drowned with fear.

I've fallen and cant get up.
Can't get out of this mess
I know that its enough
& I need to take a rest.

But I continue to hold that blade.
blood rushing down my arm
The perfect smile I bade
No one would know that I self-harm.

I continue to do those drugs.
A false since of happiness a false hope.
I need you now more then ever.
I need to learn to cope.

So I raise my hand out to you.
Take them and hold on tight
I dont know what to do.
But I will continue to fight.