Dying Relationship

All your words weigh so heavily,
And it's only your anger and insecurities that I see
When you take out all your problems out on me
It's affecting the way I see you and me
I start to question if we're really meant to be
I start to wonder if it's best for you if I set you free
And it's not that I don't care and don't want to try
But every time you yell it makes me cry
And I wonder if you caring for me is a lie
Even though you seemed like the most perfect guy
Will it fix itself if I stay strong?
Even if I don't understand what I did wrong?
I'm afraid I'll break down, because I know it won't take long
I don't want to wait until our love is completely gone
But I feel like you're where I'm supposed to belong
I just don't know what to do
Your love is supposed to be true
Normally I'd just do what I've got to do
Because of how deep I am in love with you
But it's all changed because of what we've been through
The sign of what's right is far overdue
Tell me, what do you want me for?
Because I know most of the time you're extremely unsure.
I don't want our link to become a war
Getting points to win, who has the top score?
This problem is something we can't ignore
I wish things were like the were before
I don't know what to think, do, or say anymore
I'm afraid to admit
I wish you'd fully commit
And not just talk about it, or try to change it
And if it didn't work, I'm afraid you'd quit
And wed split, and I'd be left broken-hearted.