Is life really worth fighting for?
Because I've fought enough already.
I'm tired of breaking down,
I hate that I'm so unsteady
I wish that I could take control
Of all the things I've lost
I would give almost anything
No matter what the cost
But nothing seems to get better
No matter how hard I try
Things just get so difficult
At times it's hard to get by
I just want to take total control
Of who I am and who I want to be
But I get so twisted some days
That these things are impossible for me
I'm learning new things every day
And I thank all of you for that
And I know you'd understand me
If you could sit where I've sat
But most of you have helped me
In ways you don't even know
And I'd love to show you how much I care
But these emotions are hard for me to show
Someday maybe you'll all see me
The way I see myself inside
But until that day comes along
This pen and paper will get me by
I'm sorry I can't be open all the time
But it's the way I choose to be
But you need to understand one thing
I'll only change myself for me
