I'm sorry

I am sorry for your pain
But I wasn't the one who caused it
I am sorry for your tears
But I wasn't the one who made you cry
I know I'm not making it easier
I know I'm not enough for you
I'm sorry I can't be her

Sometimes I wonder if you would make us change places
If you just could

I'm keeping my mouth shut
Even though I want to scream
I'm keeping my cheeks dry
Even though deep inside I wanna cry
I whished you'd just see
deep inside of me
And see the pain I'm feeling too

I am sorry I can't hold your hand
But you should be the one to hold mine
I am sorry you can't carry the weight on your shoulders
But I'm not the one to ease the burden
I know I'm not the one you wanna hold
I know I'm making you angry all the time
And I am sorry I can't be her

Sometimes I wonder if you'd like to have me dead instead of her
If it would just be possible

I'm keeping my mout shut
Because you wouldn't understand
I'm keeping my cheeks dry
Because I know you wouldn't care
I whished you would just see
How much youâ??re hurting me
For everything I cannot be

Why can't you see
That you are killing me
But no matter what you do
I'm still loving you
And I am missing Mommy too

This is for my Dad who can't cope with my mother's death a year ago...