Dear Blind Mother

Dear blind mother
I know your trying your best,
but did it ever occur to you,
that I am trying too?

Did you ever stop to think, that maybe I'm not lying?
ever stop to wonder, the reason for my crying?

You believe my mouth is full of lies,
you cannot see the tears within my eyes.
your blind mother, you cannot see
how much it's hurting me.

I'll stand and swear my life,
promise my blood to a knife.
just so maybe you might, see the truth in me tonight.

Please god! fix my mother's eyes,
so she can look into my cries.
so she notices the truth in me
Please god! help my mother see
Please god! she's losing her heart
help her find that missing part

I'm asking the man from above,
because I am not my mother's love.
Please stop my worried thinking
and stop my mother's drinking

conferscate the drink, offered by her sorrow,
help her through today, free her from tommorrow.
I'm scared for her, but she doesn't know,
the amount I love her so.

I love you mother, but your not worth these tears,
you scare me mother, you've opened up my fears