Screaming In Silence

Im laying here in silence, staring at the ceiling, just thinking, thinking about life and about what i wish i could've done different. The radios on but i cant hear it, i hear nothing at all... then all of a sudden i hear something but what i do hear is not what i expected to be hearing. Its screaming, i hear a scream of terror, pain, deception, anger, and hatred, I look around but i cant see anyone so then when i lay back down it hits me... the screaming is coming from me!!! Im the one who is screaming! Im screaming for all those reasons... so i just lie there... screaming in silence...