Sitting here thinking, drowning in a sea of sorrow
Wondering if things will be better by tomorrow
When will i ever get dealt a lucky card
I want to open up and let down my guard
I never thought i would feel this way
Existing not living day by day
Are there others out there feeling like this
Or is everyone else in eternal bliss
Surrounded by people and yet i see black
I don't know how much more i can hack
Will i smile and laugh once more
Living just seems like a worthless chore
How can i ask for help not knowing what for?
All i know is i feel empty and raw
I'm silently screaming and panicking inside
Maybe it would be better if i just died
No, i don't want to give up the cowards way
I will fight this to see another day
I'm not winning the battles but I'll win the war
I'll fight with everything i have and more.
