Paiin

Can't stop the pain it just wont go away.
all i do is cry and the tears just flow day to day.
i don't wanna be here why can't they just see?
it's driving me crazy and made me OD....
i know it was wrong but i did it anyway because i want them to see i don't want to live this way.
life is too hard, i can't bear this anymore. I'm tired of struggling it's not getting me far.
right now I'm at the point where i don't care anymore, about me, about life, even those that love me.
i sound very selfish but that's how i feel i had to let y'all know so I'm just keeping it real.
if i die, i die, i could care less cause the life i see ahead of me is just a big mess!

"what if you went to bed and did not wake up, would your friends know that you loved them? i love you"

this is what my best friend said to me after i told her what i did.

my response was:
"i loved you too"