Decisions

I'm so far away from you
and it feels like hell
I know I took this decision
but I had to make you understand
the pain I'm going thru
it's not an easy one to take
Now that I'm gone
let me ask you a few questions
How does it feels being alone?
Are you feeling my pain yet?
And how does it feels losing the only person that have loved you the most?
Maybe you haven't realized yet
that I took this decision for the best of both of us
Maybe it's still going to take you a while to understand
that I have loved you the most
Waking up in the morning
it's like waking up in hell
because when I look for you
all I can find
it's your silhouette in my bed
I think about you every second
why I can't take you out of my head?
And when I hear your voice
all I feel it's more love than hate
I'm sorry for leaving you
but I warned you many times
This is for the best of both of us
or maybe the distance will grow us apart
one thing I want you to know and understand
no matter the distance
I will always love you and forever yours I will be
Tears are falling from my eyes
as I write this words
because the distance is doing more bad than good
I might be suffering
but all this I know it's killing you
I'm sorry if I hurt you
I'm sorry if I'm doing wrong
but this decision it's to help our love