Time to let you go?

Maybe its just now
or through time I realize
that all our time
was just time to you.
we've had our laughs
and our sins oh so stong,
but with the bliss of this friendship
comes heart break long past dew.
these tears have fallen
to many times
over the stupid little things you do,
grief given by little moments of you
Now I think I get it
our time was a toy for you.
You played with the thought,
struggled for a moment
with decisions of how you think we'd do.
Then past it on
without seeing me though.
could it be you see me different
than who I really am.
Now its my time to play it out to truth
give you the space
and time you need too.
Maybe someday you'll realize
how true my heart was to you.
Give me life or give me grief
I cant spend another moment waiting here
like this, for you.
you'll always be in my heart,
as a friend I'll stay true.
But when someday comes
theres no guarantee
my heart will be there too.

I LOVE YOU ANTHONY, but I just cant do this anymore, I cant play this game of friends but more. Because I care way to deeply for you. I wanted to talk to you so desperatly and I'll try until I do but after that unless you can see it I have to stop loving you, because it hurts me way too much. I hope you realize someday the sweet heart I have always been. And I want you to know I will always be there as a friend just give me a call, I'm a good sholder to cry on and my ears are great at listening.