I lie here thinking about all the problems i helped solved, all the cries i made into smiles, all the late night late phone calls i used to get.
i lie here wondering about what my life has become, what new obstacles i have to overcome tomorrow, or if tomorrow is even promised.
i lie here being fearful of my life, of being alone, being misunderstood, having nowhere for all this pain to go.
i lie here wishing someone was actually here. instead there is this dark evil soul wanting to explode.
i lie here saying what about me? all the time i spent, giving my time to others. when it's my turn, there is no one
i lie here responding it's not all bout you Julia, it's always bout them
