I try to laugh to cover up my tears
i try to hide from my adolescent fears
Who know's if I'll ever get through this?
i hope it will be someday soon
i can't believe it had to be this way
why couldn't you just stay?
I miss you so much everyday
there are so many things i had to say
The day you died i felt so cold
i cant believe it...you were only 15 years old
i wanted to go to your funeral
i really really did try
but when i thought of you, i just wanted to cry
i hate to think of you as dead
i wish i were the one to die
i just cant carry on
i always think of what went wrong
but now you're a memory i just cant forget
you're the only one who has helped me yet
you are with god now so rest your soul in peace
