My Final Goodbye x100000000000

I've written poem after poem
Trying to get this all right
Every poem is my final goodbye
Yet I write more, as I cant forget that night

I've tried to get over you
But tell me, how do you get over someone
Who was your best friend for 6 years
Then one day, she just turns on you

I know what I said was wrong
But I had my reasons and I tried to explain
Did you listen to me though?
Did you even try?? NO!

Instead you screamed at me
Called me all the names under the sun
Tried to turn my friends against me
Even the ones you thought were no fun

You said I deserved everything I got
You said you trying to turn my friends against me
Was my fault and I deserved it
Why did you have to turn Jodie??

Out of 4 of OUR friends, whom we have to share
You turned one against me, only one!
My very best friend Jaimie
You know the one you were jealous of for so long

She didnt fall for your lies, didnt wanna hear it
You'd hurt her bestest friend as she calls me
Thats enough to make her mad
Sticks and stones wont break your bones, but she will

Kim, you didnt work on her too much
She didnt want to get involved
Even though she's the main reason for all of this
Well she is in my eyes anyway

We're still friends to this very day
There's nothing you can do to get in our way
Our friendship is (for now) here to stay
Theres nothing you can do or say

I hope you're happy now
I hope you're somehow getting thru your life without me
I dont hope the worst for you
Even though you tore me in two

I hate you yet I dont
I dont hate you enough to curse you
Do witchcraft on you
I'm not like you

Cya hun..hopfully this is my final goodbye
Hopfully I dont think about you anymore.....:-)))