As my tears freeze

My tears freeze
as I'm just a sitting here
it seems like forever
I've been waiting
4 u 2 come see me
4 u 2 call me
4 u 2 text me
4 u 2 email me
4 u 2 say u love me

as my tears freeze
i pray it's not all hopeless
i don't wanna cri

but as my tears freeze
i finally realize
it's not gonna happen
oh no not today
at least not any way

and as my tears freeze
I tri 2 look away
2 make me feel o.k.
but it's not helpin'
it's only hurtin'
i don't wanna feel this way
but how can i not????
when my tears freeze

when my tears freeze
it feels like I've been stuck
in this moment with out luck
just too long
so this is my frozen song
as my tears freeze

if my tears drop and shatter on the floor
will u finally come through my door?
why do I need u so bad?
i don't know why
but i do
i know it's true

as my tears freeze
i realize
this just ain't right
i can't handle u outta my sight
i need u soo bad tonight
and every night

and now my tears melt
b/c this is a way i've never felt
i cant believe I let my self get so attached
i told my self i never would
but i thought i could
so now i know i really can't

so i let my tears melt
and roooooooll away
and hopefully thats where they'll stay