My "mommy dearest"

My hands bleed
for the one who
"here passes"
for the one who
Passed
For the one who left me here
My hands bleed from gripping at her shirt
As I pleaded, As i
Screamed...
"Mother, mommy...
Don't leave me"
Don't you abandon me here!
...
My scream echo endlessly,
in the Halls of my Past
And I know she can still hear me
I know she still regrets...
being Able
ABLE
To talk to me still, to now...
And never even bothering to say hi
Not once....
Not in awhile
Never once has she tried since she left me
Never once...
But she made me
And HER mistake broke me
made me unable to accept a new mom...
She ruined parts of my life
WITHOUT even being present
without being anything than a mere shadow
She Made her daughter
Fall...
Fall..
and nearly drown
And screams of "mommy"
Here
Forever remain