Jump to death

I smile these fake smiles
each and every day
fooling the world
and inside I'm pushing them all away
when I'm all alone
i cry silently
i cut my wrists
just to make me happy
but really it hurts
to know no one even cares
I'm a mistake
surrounded by cruel glares
the girls they make jokes
and i act like i don't care
but inside it's killing me
i learned that life isn't fair
how much more can i take
before i lose it?
why wont they realize
they're killing my spirit?
when they decide to help
it'll be too late
by then I'd already have chosen
how to end my fate
so i stand at the edge
prepared to fall to the ground
then i jump
and die without making a sound