Cant stop

I'll write all night,
my life's a never ending fight,
my mind out of sight,
my thoughts are in the sky,
looking down i spy,
seeing things that make me cry,
things that are wrong,
things that are gone,
things that make me strong,
but when i look,
I'm not there,
I'm just a speck,
invisible and clear,
cant make a difference,
just stuck in despair