Theres no point!

Waiting for something
that will finally be!!
something on the inside
i crave to see!
something that knows
who i really am!
something that is taking
over me,and i don't give a damn!
because it understands these tears
i cry!!it understand that inside i
want to die!i want to die and just
f u c k this life!I'm ready for that f u c k ing knife!
I'm ready for this life to end!I'm ready
for that knife Tobe my friend!
since its just so hard to live everyday with
nothing there!when you know nobody actually is there to care!so theres no point
in waiting for something that will never come!
when on the inside you've become
so numb!so numb you cant feel anything at all!
so really theres no point in getting up
and standing tall