Fallen

I stay awake every night
Thinking about the one fight
And wondering where i went wrong
Then i realized that there were many fights
That lead to our slow and steady downfall

We were perfect in so many ways
We would always hold hands and kiss
Oh how i miss that sweet loving kiss
Until you said "lets be friends with benefits"

I agreed not knowing how much it would hurt
To watch you try and get with her
I tried so hard to cover and ignore the feeling that i miss
So i went on like everything was pure and bliss

Then i realized i had gotten myself in a bind
Now i am tangled in this love of mine
That i cant get you off my mind

I love you so much
Cant you see?
Why cant you fall back in love with me?

I would take a charge and stand up for myself
But i didnt want you to just push me down

So here i go again
I get on the train that always runs the same track
I want to get off and run to your arms
But you are on a train all your own

I try to be strong and hold down the throttle
But no matter how hard i try
You always make me cry

So out train tracks collide
Now I'm stuck, twisted in metal
But I'll stay strong to save you from the rubble
To make sure that you never get into trouble

Once you're saved
You look at me and smile
Then you fins a new train
And far away
You leave me laying there
Trying to survive
With a metal spear going through my heart

You look back at me so many time
But somehow
You still don't see
That i am still locked back in time

All i want
Is for you to really see
How much you hurt me
Why cant you fall back in love with me?

(my friend is sharing this account with me so she wrote this one)