I think i lost it all i think i lost you

I had all the happiness in my hands
i had all the power in the world
then after grad
everything seemed to change
everything that i
planned went wrong
your there
I'm here
sitting still
wondering if were still friends
all those moments
with just you and me
play over and over
i pray and wish
that this year
it will be us
creating wacky adventures
sharing smiles and crys
I'm not sure if were still friends
but the key i gave you
i hope you never
give up looking
our friendship means
the world and more to me
and id die if i saw
you walk away
Because I'm sitting here behind four walls
Just me and the secrets we use to share
Our friendships old but I still care
And hanging out alone I wish you there
You were like the person who held me together
I like to think I did the same for you
I didn't realize when we walking this road split in two
And maybe this is how its meant to be
But I think we can still meet again
Past this hell and pain
Our friendship was stronger than the links on a BFF chain
I guess its time for change but please don't let us become strangers
I want to know you when I'm old
I want to still have you even other friendships grow cold
But now it seems I don't know where I stand
Its just your in my heart if not holding your hand
What I'm trying to say is I will always hold you dear
Even if I'm not by your side in times of fear
I could go on with with my words
But tears are in my eyes
I think I'll end this here and I will try to get back in your life by this
Time next year