Suicidal

Let me die from the inside out!
just ignore it when you hear me shout!
shouting,screaming and crying!
i guess your to blind
to see me dying!
dying and soon to be dead!
you cant see the suicide thoughts that
fill my head!!
the thoughts that have left
me in so much doubt!
but why cant anybody help me out!?
i swear this pain has gotten so bad!
damn I'm always feeling sooo sad!
but thats something that will lead to my death!
i swear to god I'm ready to take
my last breath!
because I'm tired of feeling that i don't
deserve life!
I'm ready for that f u c k ing knife!
I'm ready for this world to finally set me free!
I'm ready for that knife to kill me!
because cutting is only temporary,it leads
me to my death!but who knows maybe tonight
ill take my last breath!