Hurt deception and lies,
all readable in my eyes,
I waited so long,
gave to many chances,
i loved you,
i was a fool,
this was our end,
there was no longer an us or we,
love was but a distant memory,
the feelings i had,
burn in my soul like a never ending pain,
a knife in the heart,
a knife in the back,
shattered pieces,
our song,
i cry,
a fit of rage,
anything that reminds me of you,
the pictures,
the poems,
the words,
driving me to the point of deception,
distaste,
disgrace,
images of the happy days,
flashbacks,
i trembled at the words you said,
i smiled,
i laughed,
but now,
theres only a puddle of tears,
a broken smile,
no laughs,
an empty,
unfulfilled feeling deep inside,
gone,
unlike my memory of you,
but you seem to have forgotten,
acted like it never happened,
all that history and you can act like it never happened?,
I envy you,
the fact you can be so simple,
when this feeling eats away at my heart,
my soul,
this burning sensation,
hatred,
see love,
I don't hate you,
I just dislike you.
