Departing

I've had my share of mishaps
I've had my share of lies,
But when it comes to living life
I fail with no surprise,

I long to see my essence
become what i would need
But every time i take a step
I feel like i cant breathe,

I've had enough, I cant go on
Continuing this life,
The only thing i hope to do
Is to end this awful strife,

For now i send my wishes
to those who do believe,
Cuz when the sun comes up again
I promised i would leave,

As light shines out, i close my eyes
and take one final breath
Cuz when i finish breathing in
Whats left will be my death....