I miss you

Its been 4 years since he took you away, i miss you so much and today is your birthday. i think and reminisce about the fun times we used to have, going to the beach running in the sand while entering the water holding your hand. i think about you taking me to school i think how every1 used to say, "your grandma is so cool" all i can do is sit here and think why was it you and why was it then can i see you again and when. i sit in my car which was left from you, and wish what would it be like if you were here, the feeling that i have are sad and blue and cause my eyes to tear. i wish i could be the one driving you everywhere to the doctors and places, as i think about the day you left my heart starts new paces. i wish you were here to see everything new Damn grandma i really miss you