My Split Soul

When I lay awake at night,
I wonder
Who am I?

There are two sides to me,
One joyful, energetic, and fun
The other is quiet, contemplative
dreamy...

And I can't help but to question,
which is me?
Who am I?

The side of me that people see
is happy and loving
carefree

The side of me that I see
is longing and restless
dark

One is day,
the other night,
but which is better?

Which is better?
Which do I want to be?
Who am I?