Nothing Now...

I feel So alone
what to do i will never know
where to go
who to talk to
so alone
cant stop the pain
cant cope i am falling
i cant escape
tears are falling
my silent tears
that trickle down my cheek
who can see me cry
who will care
what will they do
will they turn a blind eye
cant cope today
maybe tomorrow will be better
maybe the pain will stop
and i won't have to hide my tears
any more
i hide
i hide from yesterday
i hide from today
and hope for a better tomorrow
but it never comes
pain and aching fills my life
i am so alone in a world full of people
the bruises do not even describe the pain
the pain that fills my heart
the pain as you hurt me
as you take away my hopes and dreams
and i turn into a shadow of who i wanted to be
i am nothing now