Stone Cold

In my soul,
I feel pain.
Where there used to be happiness,
is now only pain and sorrow.

Tears can't even come anymore
I've cried all I can.
Losing you hurt me so bad,
I need to move on, but its just so hard with out you by my side.

You were one of my best friends,
you were my only love.
I would of given you the world if could,
but you took me for granted, and I'm the one left crying.

Tell me is that fair,
is it fair that you hurt me?
Is it fair that you took my heart,
ripped it in two and gave it back broken?

My friends say that I can do better,
but the thing is,
I don't want better,
I want you, I don't know why, cause you hurt me so bad, but I just can't get over you.

In my soul,
where the colors,
used to be all in the rainbow,
are now turned black,
all because of what you did to me.

I wish I could show you
what you did to me,
but instead I sit here,
silently suffering inside.

I lie to my friends,
tell them I'm OK.
I don't cry in front of them anymore,
I've become stone cold to their problems, and I don't like that about me.

I wish I could show you
that with you I was happy,
but now I'm tearing myself apart,
and lying to everyones face.

I wish I could
rip out my heart,
and lock it up,
so that it'll never get hurt again.

Then again that would never work,
cause you'd always have the key
and you'd break in,
and rip it open even more,
and I'd never heal, all because of you.

*this is something that I wrote about cause of my ex, I loved him with all my heart and he lied to me..*