MiXeD FeElInGs

Does a part of me love him?
Does a part of me care?
Does all this questioning make me want to pull out my hair?

Hearing his voice makes my breath catch in my throat
Everyday I wonder how it would feel for him to rock my boat

The way he smiles
The way he looks
The way he acts
It should be put into a fairytale book
Its all too good to be true

but the part that makes me blue
is the part where i wonder if hes the one for me
I know its hard to believe but i want to give him a try
but if it doesn't work out it might ruin our friendship and if that happens i might just die

So are these mixed feeling or what?