The Tear in my Heart

At first there was my whole heart,
it didn't have a scratch.
Then I moved and saw her face,
and into my heart she breached.
She is so cute,
she is so beautiful,
but she just isn't mine.
There comes a tear in my heart,
just the slightest rip.
I know I cannot be with her,
at least at this point in time.
It rips my heart,
my paper heart,
it rips my heart to shreds.
Why does this always happen,
I find another girl?
I cannot help but wonder,
if I'll find MY girl at all.
The best thing that I do right now
is sit and talk with her.
She is so good looking though
and I tell myself she's not.
But I see her eyes and say,
"Why are her eyes so pretty?"
I need to stay away from her,
and gosh is she revolting!
Oh my!
Oh dear!
What in the world have I just said?
That part isn't true!
Why can I not make myself
think another way?
This girl she is so wonderful,
I couldn't help but notice.
I want to tell her how I feel,
but I can't bring myself to do it.
I'm even too scared to knock on her door,
for fear she won't be able to come out.
But living next to her,
is so incredibly hard.
It gives a little tear to my heart,
and I cannot go on.
It rips a little more right now,
I cannot yet contain it.
I wish to be right next to her,
but the tear,
it won't.
Stop.
Getting.
Bigger.