Terrible and tragic

My heart gets ripped in 2 when ever i hear him talk about you. just like a bad ringing in my ear, it doesn't stop until the bleeding begins. the confusion begins, when the "him" ends and you begin. a new begining with out the lovely terrible ending of 2 younge lovers that died in fear of losing each other. but the monster comes back and he dissappears. forever gone in a pain of love that could never be. just as it was before gone with out a sign of even existing. terrible but tragic.