The Deadly Heart

Inside me it quietly slumbers,
Then suddenly out of the blue it's awoken,
What have I done to deserve this?
The devil's bitter words have been spoken.

It has its life threatening outburst,
Then its beat goes back to normal,
Oh Lord! Why me?
Why are you causing me perpetuated turmoil?

No one is perfect,
This pain I can't really hide,
I really couldn't,
Even if I so badly tried,

Why is my heart causing me agonising pain?
It's tearing me apart,
It has aggravated me,
Right from the very start,

All the time I think to myself 'Next time I'll die',
Even at my highest of all highs,
And at my lowest of all lows,
It's time to start sating my farewell goodbyes.

You may bring a sense of naivety to the pain,
But you never can underestimate the pain I'm feeling,
Absolutely no one can aid me,
This will have to be all my healing.

By Jay Basey © 2004