What did I do?

Time and time again
you still make me cry
Is it what you try for
Is this your natural high?

Why cant you see
what you make me feel
Do you notice i am dying
Is this truly real?

What is it about me
that makes you feel this way
You're cutting deep inside me
I'm the one that has to pay

Haven't you done enough
scarred me long ago
How much longer will you stay?
Making me some kind of sick show.