I hate life

I hate my life
so with this knife
I'll throw it all away
just to prove I'm not okay

I cant take it anymore
the pain I cant ignore
I'm beginning to go insane
I just want to end all the pain

Suicide thoughts wont leave my mind
I'll die when it's the right time
I just want to go away
not tomorrow but today

What's keeping me here?
shouldn't Death be near?
I try to make the pain go away
but all i get is a lot more pain

The thought of you brings tears to my eyes
they flow down my cheeks as i wish to die
I just don't wanna live anymore
my heart is just way too sore