Whats the difference anyway?

(Thought I'd try something new. Tell me what ya think Please.)

You saw the smile I was faking,
Even while my heart was breaking,
I let you spread your wings and fly away....

Lost I fell in icy bleakness,
Born in my soul, a growing weakness,
And all that's found is lost another day....

A rusted needle I stole tonight,
I stitched my heart without a light,
But all my heart had lost it's will to mend...

I need a heart to call my own,
For in my pain mine's turned to stone,
And now I'll ever need to play pretend...

I lie to my friends, I lie to you,
I look into a mirror, I lie to her too,
Perhaps there's really nothing more to say...

I saw the smile you were faking,
Even while your heart was breaking,
You let me spread my wings and fly away...