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Every single day i fall more in love with you
But what will it take, what will i have to do?
The way you look at me with your deep blue eyes
What is it that you're trying to imply?
If i don't talk to you soon i think i might just die

The way you entice me is unbearable
This secret bond we've created is unbearable
But trailing off into my thoughts
It makes me sad that I'm not the one making you smile
The desperation and hopelessness you give me makes me wild
But still i hide away from you and let my heart rot

And now hear i am, 12 am, writing a poem, trying not to get caught
If only you could read the words i write
If only i could stay with you for one whole night
To hear you say "i love you"
To feel you hold my hand
Would be the day my wish came true
To let you know, i love you so much, I'd even take a bullet for you
God, how i wish i could hold you
Run my hands through your hair
Make you the happiest you've ever been
To show you how i care
But tomorrow is another day that I'll miss you
Sunday doesn't always come quick
There's sometimes where i wish you could hold me too

Because it's hard being lonely like this
But I'd feel so safe with your kiss
I only have so much time before you leave me
And i can't hold back for long
But every time i want to tell you, i just end up writing a stupid love poem
Because I'm a coward, because I'm afraid
I don't want to hear rejection, so i simple walk away
Now here i go, going in all different directions
But i can't just hide my affection
And yet i know I'll end up repeating my same actions
Because I'm just afraid of your reaction