I CANT

I cant except it I don't want to but I have to,
He was mine and the one I want the most with me,
I was the shine of his day and the top of the bunch,
Why would u pick my dad he is not the one u should have taken,
My dad was still wanted he would've gotten better I know that,
He wanted to be here I know it we all know it I didn't like this,
I need him here I want him here we all do,
Why! Why my dad, my family why mine we didn't deserve it!
We ain't good like this we have problem a lot of them we need him
Nothing is going like its supposed to,
Its not supposed to go like this,
Everything should be better he should be here telling me things,
Now my family is going insane I...I cant stand it!
People telling me its the best thing for him,
Well I dont think like that he should've stayed!
Its my mind to think in and I want him here,
I pass week after week going around and thinking,
Memories of those places where we where there and having fun,
I cant except it but am going to have to I miss u dad and we love you.