When I Fall

I've got a nine,
I haven't used it before,
I will pull the trigger soon,
Leaving my body, lifeless on the floor,

Can't wait 'til I leave,
This fragile world behid me,
To die peacefully...alone,
So please...leave me be.

'Cos I can't make these thoughts disappear,
They stay etched on my mind,
Peace and serenity,
Is something I can't find.

Sorry I can't be there,
When you fall,
Today's the day I'll fade away,
So don't bother to call.

It's finally my last curtain call,
'Cos it's time for me to fall.

By Jay Basey © 2006