Washed away are my dreams,
They didn't want to come true it seems,
Through my blind the light gleams,
Outside in the darkened street I hear screams.
Please help me through my demise?
My inner soul is whom I despise,
If I even try to retaliate,
I've would definitely seal my fate.
I sit in my damp room shivering from the cold,
I wonder if my soul for the devil has been sold?
I'm only nineteen I'm not that old,
My Mum detests me,
That's what I've been told.
Truthfully I didn't want to here that,
In my damp room is where I'm still sat,
Thinking about tat for tit, tit for tat,
Now I'm ready to blow my brains out with a gat,
You all may want to snigger,
But just think about it?
You're not the one who's pulling the trigger.
So I'm going to teach a lesson,
To those who want to commit suicide,
Life to you should be a blessing,
It's me you all shouldn't follow,
'Cos sadly for me there isn't a day after tomorrow.
