I'll be the martyr

Its building up and i cant seem to stop it,
tears rushing down my face.
my heart smited with sorrow and compassion.
why is this world so cold?
i wish i could take all the hurt from this world,
and take it to hell with me.
i wish all the people would stop fighting and learn to love.
stop all wars, and see peace can exist.
i wish god would let me be the martyr to take all the sadness, all the pain, all the negative things with me to hell.
i would be the martyr for a girl as well, whos happiness is so important to me.
i would take all the pain and poison myself with it.
i would die, for the good of people....

sometimes i wish it were that easy