Still friends????

I still want to be friends, what about you. still want to be friends, can i tell it to you. i miss the days when we would laugh about what happened before we met. we would relate to each other, but know its the end, one year with out you as my only best friend. its been had trying to understand why you weren't there as someone i could lean on and someone to defend. all the times we spent together must have never meant anything to you. i just wish if it was the end you told me up front, you didn't have to hide it, i would have been fine, but to hear it from then i was mad out of my mind. people say it doesn't matter, but what ever to them, this is what i say about it. it doesn't matter what people think, if they think badly about are friendship, then there not a friend at all.