She Is Everything Im Not

She has it all
everything i want
everything i wish to be
confidence, beauty, style, passion
living the life, living her dreams
i sit back and watch
like a movie on a screen
the more i watch the more it hurts
she is everything im not
everything i will never be
he saw that and soon dumped me
tears in my eyes lies in my heart
the truth is well hidden
ive lied from the start
your perfect in every single way
everything i want to be
theres nothing left to say
one day ill be perfect
maybe you will notice me
maybe just maybe
one day it will be me