A new life with fading memories

It's a strange feeling,
this sensation I have.
I seem to want to forget,
to move on to something more.

Yet, I think of the past...
and just see disappointments.
I feel this will change me,
change for the better.

But with moving here,
I'm meeting new people...
seeing new things,
and leaving my past.

Do I really want to forget,
to let everything fade?
Or do I want to live it,
again and again.

Go back to my normal life,
stay in the same lifestyle.
Or is this something I need?
A change in everything.

Hmm, incredible isn't it?
How one vacation can create this.
Can change your whole mind,
to run away from your fears.

But maybe it's time for it,
to live something new.
To start fresh,
because...doesn't everyone want to?