Deterioration

Fall, lapse, lessening, perversion,
Ruin, slump, spoiling, vitiation
All are words that describe my deterioration

Calm, relaxed, subtle,
Passion, calamity, affliction
Are words enough to describe
My constant fear of the visitation
Of your hate?

Please, Just leave
Leave me here to suffer
Leave me here to lie on the floor
And weep

Please, Just leave
Leave me here to contemplate
My death.