I wont stop myself this time

I cant see past my tears
i hate them
i cant think past my fears
i hate them all
all i hear is screaming in my ears
i hate every last one pf them

i have this horrid pounding in my head
i wish them all dead
my wrists covered in red
i wish myself dead

i cant take it anymore
no longer will i implore
myself to ignore them

i will let their viciousness
ignite my fire
and watch them die