Lost love........hope

I was so sweet and i cared so much,
i only wished to feel her soft touch.
i made her laugh and smile,
i only wished she could say "i love you kyle."

but i bleed now and my hands are soaked with blood,
my knees dug deep in the mud.
the cold air chilling my lungs,
but i still hear the song the angels had sung.

she was on my mind all the time,
i only wish i could make her heart shine.
i blew kisses to make her feel well,
i only wish she would do the same when i fell.

but now the tears run down my face,
feeling so alone, im such a disgrace.
lost in the night, i no longer fear death,
take my soul, i have no will left.

i still care for her even though i bleed,
i only wish i was what she needed.
and i still love her with every breath,
i only wish she could save me from my impending death......

and i die with sorrow in my eyes. My soul is walking that dark trail and i hear the screamings of hell. There is no light shining bright, there is only night.I walk head hung down, I hear someone singing my name. I walk closer and faster but i have no control. the voice is getting closer, as the screams fade away. i begin to see light as i walk and my eyes dim to the brightness. i see her there....the love she had for me. it stares at me as an angel, and hugs me so tight. bliss feels my soul once again, and i am saved........

idk, i believe that if someone stops loving a person, that love goes to heaven. and if i died, i would meet the love again. its sad i know but thats what i believe....comment my poem and thanks for reading it